How can I fix my affair?

I am a lonely housewife and my husband took a job overseas last year. I began seeing my daughter's teacher on the side because I was so lonely. Afterwards, I broke it off because it wasn't a good situation. Now, he's trying to expose our tryst! How can I fix this and still protect my marriage and daughter's grades? My husband's not a soldier if that helps.

First time feeling depressive and hopeless?

It all started out on Sunday night. I'm 14. Please trust me when I say that this is the worst feeling I've ever had in my whole life. I've been usually content with life, a pessimist but easily made happy. Anyways, I had been watching the series 24 for about 4 hours straight. In a scene where the patients were forced to kill themselves, I went into a bit of a shock. I stopped immediately. I started to break down crying and feeling really scared, a deep thought of suicide and killing myself. I felt I had a duty to, not that I wanted to. I woke my sister and cried all night, we talked about it until the morning, and I felt better. The next day, I told my whole family, they talked me throughout, making me feel loved, the thoughts had resided slightly yet later that night, I broke out crying to my mother, feeling depressed throughout the whole day. I felt very guilty suddenly, wanting to shout out all my sins, and yet I surprisingly controlled myself. This deep feeling in my chest won't go away. The thoughts of suicide have subsided. I don't know why it's still there, I have a lot of good friends, I go out a few times each week with them, I go to church twice a week, my family loves me, I don't seem to have anybody hate me at all. It's like I have to be constantly doing something to forget. The reason that depresses me most is: "This is all life really is, nothing more. Same old." I can control myself physically, but not mentally. I've just come from a 2 week trip to the Philippines and still haven't adjusted to the time so these are my problems currently, 5-6 hours of sleep daily, a deep feeling of throwing up and chest heaviness each time I eat, even spending an hour at home makes me think negatively, I've been using the internet and electronics ALL THE TIME if I do not go out, I'm sleepy and tired, I used to work out frequently (now I have stopped), I feel anxious if I'm not doing anything productive, I have a huge fear of the dark and paranormal at night, this week (since Sunday) I've had my period with much heavy flow. What's wrong? Am I just unhealthy? Why is it affecting me so much? I've watched many scary movies and felt no fear at night or morning. I quiet enjoy watching them but when I watch the series 24 (which isn't meant to be scary but suspense), I fall into a depressive time. I'm scared and open to talk about this feeling. I've never cut or tried to hurt myself.

A religious friend I won't name (ok, his name is Eric) use his bible as a doorstop - will he go to hell for it?

I thought this was kind of blasphemous even though I'm an atheist and don't care but he claims to be a Christian. Do a lot of Christians do this kind of thing? Seems odd to me...

Take faith over family?

YOU choose your religion not them they are being stupid my dad would be angry if i became muslim but he would have to get used to it try not talking to them for a while them they will be crawling back may be a month or 2 or get a family therapist

Help identifying pattern name for a set of gold plated cutlery/flatware?

I suggest that you visit a large department store or jeweler where sterling silver flatware is sold. If you don't see it on display, ASK! The personnel in that sort of store really do seem to know their stuff and are familiar with all of the companies. They also have catalogues with clear photos.

Is this a sexy kissing idea?

I slightly cut my bottom lip and (with their permission ofcourse) slightly cut my partner's upper lip. Then, they suck on my bottom lip while I suck on their top lip, in the same way you would kiss, except you are sucking their blood. I know it's kinda weird and sort of disgusting-ish, but is it also kind of sexy?

Help with dry itchy skin?

It's on my breasts just above my nipple. It used to just itch but I scratched it so often that it scratched the skin open and now I have dime sized patches of skin that are red and bumpy. I started applying lotion after I got out of the bath and not wearing clothes that made them itch, and completely abandoned all bras but one because they made them itch. It was getting better after about two weeks. They stopped itching but now there are these little spots up next to them and a little higher up. They're slightly itching. I put some Vaseline on the areas, and it sorta helps. But any ideas what it could be? I would go to a doctors, but I would have to talk to my mom about it, which is not something I've ever done unless absolutely necessary. Maybe once in my life for anything besides lice as a child, and I don't know how anymore. I'm 16. It's on both sides, both on the inside? I'm really frightened about what it could be. Any ideas?